Chairman's Birthday~ Nicholas Chia

Venue : SAB Office 5-7 Boulevard Mid Valley

Date : 6th July 2011

Time : 12 noon

Participation : SAB Traders

DIAMOND RING

Today, Kak Shida, Jurina and I went to KLCC cuci mata lepas tutup booth kat Brem Mall Kepong. Seyes, aku agak moody today. Bengang aku asyik kena perli je. Takpe2, be positive. They want me to change and be a better person, full of confident and fearless. Niat di hati nak blahh je arr. Diorang jalan ke Habib, aku turn another side. Asal gitu? rasa menyampah...bengang aku, kecik hati sket arr diorang perli aku. Lepas aku hilang dari pandangan diorg, Kak Shida hantar mesej kate diorang kat Habib. Aku nak balas, SO what?? Tapi x jadi nak send..terasa kurang ajar x kenang budi plak kan...dan aku patah balik jalan ke Habib bertembung ngan diorang..Thank God aku x jd send that msg. Lain citenye nanti.

Layan je laa. Ikut diorang masuk kedai ap tah jual stone like Agate, Moldevite and Turquoise. Stone with energy katanya. Jurina suruh aku pegang one stone tu and rasa apa. Aku x rasa pape pon...haha. Then, ade satu batu tu dari Meteorite tau, that one mmg aku rasa ade vibration bile genggam and Jurina kata batu tu mmg strong. Aku yang moody td rasa release sket arr..energy from that stone kurniaan Allah SWT yang diberikan dalam bentuk semulajadi.

Keluar dr kedai tu, masuk ke HABIB. Cuci mata ngan diamond rings with promotion and discount. Walawey, bukan cikai2 yang aku suka tau..yg gambar tu rm 52k. Ade discount pun aku x bole amek sekarang. Suka gilerr that design. Ohh, kalaulah aku datang ngan bf [ x best2, ngan tunang or future hubby] sure aku cakap ngan dia, "Bie, I nak ni jadi wedding ring I" or "Bie, this is my anniversary present kan?" ngeh3~ Daa..tercekik dia..Lain rasanya tau bile ko dapat pakai that ring worth a BMW or Mini Cooper..on your finger plakk tuh..fuhh~ Sure time aku kawin nnt aku nak org Habib design special tuk aku~>wedding ring tau...It will become true dear~aminn.

This IS the DREAM

hari ni aku melalui satu fasa yg membantu aku mnjadi lebih matang.

betul apa yang Richard and all the leaders cakap...u will grow if u do urself...mule2 mmg we are guided tp x kan selamanya. u have to learn through experience.

deep into my heart i never think that i have made a mistake...i'm not born to make a mistake but born to learn and grow...born to be great. aku x rasa apa yg datang dalam hidup aku, apa yang jadi kat aku selama ni sia-sia. Allah SWT Maha Pengasih. Takkan dia nak seksa hambanya dengan ujian berat dan sebagainya. I believe that something GREAT will happen in my life.

That's SAB..haha

When we talk about DREAMS

Ya, aku suka berangan dan banyak angan2.

Remember when I was in kindergarten. Kept dreaming of having a really nice elegant house/villa which i used to design the interior, i choose the concept and it must be unique. The ONE and ONLY in the world. It is built on my own land.

Then, i own a company. What company? I keep thinking of having HOUSE PRODUCTION. This is because i LOVE entertainment industry...sort of producing, directing, composing songs, film and documentary. That's what i see and really wanna have it. Dulu rasa macam angan2 mat jenin. But now I want to FULFILL my DREAMS. Ade gak satu masa tu, imagine yang aku kepala kpd crew theater. Aku rasa puas gilerr bile orang tengok hasil karya aku. Dan aku paparkan realiti kehidupan yang aku kutip sepanjang perjalanan ini...wahh gitu!!!

Sekarang masa untuk aku betulkan jalan hidup aku..

kekadang kite tersasar dari impian..atas faktor nak playsafe whatsovever laa..rasa x confident dll. Tergolong dalam kalangan bebudak LAW ni not really what i want in my life...bukan apa yang aku impikan. aku nak be with corporate people ie doing biz at the same time my passion in arts continues, meaning that the house production. Satu lagi, aku penah berangan yang bile aku umur mencecah 50an to be specific 55, aku nak publish my own book of life-real story of life...meaning that i was really a successful person and well-known...SIGNIFICANT..

First, change from Aikolian to HS...major in MASS COMMUNICATION. NO matter apa yang parents and family cakap, I stick to the decision. This time nobody and nothing can hold me back. Yeah, next Tuesday I'll go to the A&R Dept to make the first step..

Get things done. Clear my head from such things that give me headache. That's it!

life is what you choose

hai friends, blogger and silent readers.

suddenly i've a call to write in this small little cute blog bout

~LIFE~

today i learn and know that SUCCESS & FAILURE did not choose the PERSON.

The person ie YOU choose it; SUCCESS or FAILURE

Your PAST is like a PRISONER and your FUTURE is what you've been dreaming of..

So, it's a matter of being a prisoner of YOUR PAST or living your DREAM.

Millionaires talk about IDEAS

they see it first and CREATE

Middle class talk about things while

the POOR talk about people.

LEADERSHIP is about INFLUENCE

A leader is NOT a manager

Problems come with challenges and success

Failure is a path towards SUCCESS

Success is a JOURNEY not a DESTINATION

Keep learning and growing

Stretch your mind and muscle

"It's the TIME for YOU TO FLY" mama bird said...

homesick

Salam geng..haha

xde mende yang buat aku happy today.

again rasa homesick bile sorang2, rasa lonely..

setiap detik yang aku lalui hari demi hari akan aku ingat sampai bila2.

dan pada saat itu, aku sudah pasti merasai nikmat hasil yang aku tuai selama ini.

in life today

i learn to be patient

to have perseverance

to be confident

i control my own future

i work hard for myself

and bring, give life to people

i want people who want to change their life, get a better life

to be with me

someone who have the desire to really transform themselves and their life

people normally live in their comfort zone

thinking that they have had enough

dont realize that it's not like that

JOB is JUST OVER BORED

and PHD is PERMANENT HEAD DAMAGE

education is important i admit

but what education can make u success and in control of your life?

i want to have financial freedom and also time freedom

i want to have all what i've been dreaming since childhood..

i want to give my parents what they deserve to have

Ya Allah Ya Razzaq

kuatkan iman ku

kuatkan hati ku untuk menempuh perjalanan ini

Aku yakin aku mampu menghadapi semua ini

tiada apa yang Engkau temukan dan berikan dalam hidupku sia-sia

Aku percaya dengan janji MU YA RABBI..

Ya Allah, Kau permudahkanlah urusanku

datangkanlah rezeki yg melimpah ruah buatku

untuk diriku dan keluargaku

Kau berkatilah rezeki yang aku perolehi ini

aminnn

WHAT MAKES A PERSON DIFFERENT

This is the beginning...more will come...

Keep going IKA!!!

ILLUSION, IMAGINATION AND IDEAS

Dream of a great perfect house for me and family...

modern kitchen..got the style maa~

agak menawan kalbu bathroom i nih..sure rasa nak tido sini kan?

awesome leisure room...such a very relaxing moment there...

comfortable study room..

huge wardrobe for myself...no sharing okay..huhu

while sleeping in such a soft comfort mattress, your account keep growing...get calls from Spain, Paris for stocks, repeating orders..just imagine that~

picturesque landscape for a house that was built from a little penny..

building something from nothing

having holidays with family here for a week...experience a new environment..

That's the CRUISE which will be MINE in 5-7 years from now.

My Car..Ferrari FF

Think of good things...

Think of right things...

tukar course? tukar university??

Salam to all kengkawan..

korang mesti terjezut an ngan title post ni? aku nak tukar course and uni?

YA..dalam kepala otak aku ni memang ade pikir camtu. Masa apply UPU dulu, aku pun x tau laa nape aku terletak LAW tu dalam senarai pilihan. Nak kata minat sangat mmg tak laa..nak kata ade bakat jgn harap aar.. Aku akui mase foundation aku agak tertarik dan berbunga sikit minat dalam bidang ni..TAPI bile bab ade MOOTING tu aku menyampah. Aku rasa talent aku bukan kat bidang ni. X regret belajar law ni tapi aku x nampak future aku dalam bidang ni. Aku amek bidang ni tapi aku x nak kerja yang berkaitan bidang ni.

Kekadang aku confuse sendiri. Apa yang aku nak sebenonye????

Aku adalah manusia yang suka berangan tapi x confident boleh capai apa yang aku impikan. I HAVE TO CHANGE THAT. Dreaming is free.

Aku masih ingat some of my dream. I want to have a PRODUCTION HOUSE. Haha..Because I love arts, entertainment, all related to arts industry...film, dance, singing, photography etc.

In my house, I want to have my own STUDIO for jamming, karaoke, and photo shooting..interesting right??

Well, aku mmg xde asas dlm bidang ni tapi jiwa aku terasaa ada dlm bidang ni. Ya, dari kecik2 lagi aku mmg suka tengok drama all sorts of thing. Aku mmg berniat nak belajar mengarah filem or drama...sume laa..huhu..syok arr...kepuasan tu mmg ada bile dapat tengok hasil karya kita dipaparkan di kaca tv mahupun layar perak.

Now, I stuck kat uia doing law...Thank you Allah..I was just a 1st year student. Not too late to make a RIGHT decision for my life. I want to study, have something that I am satisfied with. I am a Muslim. InsyaAllah Aku pelihara imanku. Aku mohon agar Allah sentiasa melindungi dan membawa aku kembali ke jalanNYa andai aku tersasar.

SO, what should I do now? teruskan study law? what for kalau hati x senang...jiwa xde, fokus habuk pun xde...aku x rasa pun aku kena and patut dapat 4 flat study LAW ni. Sebab my passion is not there. My mind and heart is here and there....I am going to check which uni, how much and which most suitable course for me...

Time to make a move...

Salam to all readers and bloggers yg still setia singgah sono looking for any news from me..

Actually, I stay in UIA during the whole holidays, expecting to be here until few weeks before raya. How I came to that decision is ONLY HE & ME know. Long days to go with the ' dont-know-what -to-do' day.

those pictures show that I have bought a cats eye crystal bracelet, as the Chinese Sabahan auntie told me. Look nice..dont what bring me there to look and buy it even I am not having so much money that time. There pink, purple, brown, red, grey and white..of course that green I owned now. All got different meaning based on the colours. Harga kat tag price is RM 79 but the auntie yg baik hati give me almost 55% discount, so I bought at RM 35 only. Don't you think I should buy it? Lucky that she sold it to me, I may not buying if more that RM50 ok...haha so nice..I nak sume actually but I have to choose only one which is the best I could have now.

OMG, now I got new task..

I have to push myself to go that level..

Come on IKA, keep moving and going, DON'T EVER2 STOP that way...

GET THINGS DONE WELL, babe!!!

Dream..A BIG DREAM

FEAR...DELETE IT NOW!!!

Salam..rasa rindu kat blog yg satu ni..dan sememangnya kau saja lah yang menjadi teman setia aku sehingga hari ini. Tak kira masa aku happy ke, depress ke, susah dan senang hanya kau yang faham. Aku dah lama nak tulis benda ni cuma tak terluah dari hati sanubari ni.

When we take a step ahead, people might do their own rumours...upon us..some are pleasant and encouraging BUT some might even hurt ourself and make us down. This is what I feel in my opinion. And the best part is that, all the unpleasant things come from people we know long long ago, sad to say; family, relatives and close friends. Yeah, then I discovered that being different is really got the challenge and yet must be done all the way, all out full heartedly. That's why successful people are limited and few. People with the common way of thinking, common mindset, mentality is everywhere. And this appears to be something special when I learned The Road Not Taken by Robert Frost in Form 3. I still remember some lines of the poem.

Why, it was so hard for me to overcome and face my own blood and flesh when I am doing this? Always I decide for myself. But now, I feel like being a burden for them(my aunty) when I overslept or came here. Since that incident, my relationship with her has been affected..maybe this is only my own feeling..owh, me too quite affected in terms of emotion. Considering her as the best and supportive yet understanding aunt, I felt disappointed with her view about what I am doing. Terrible...luckily, my own parents still there supporting me even they also experience the hurt and loads that we share. I used to independent and I don't like being too dependant on my father because I am the eldest in family.

Come to me MY CHEQUES..COME!!!

BUILDING SOMETHING FROM NOTHING

IN LIFE WE HAVE TO MAKE ONE RIGHT DECISION TO BE SUCCESSFUL

I decided to live my dream, to do something that transform my life. Because I know that this is the BEST REAL LIFE LESSON AND LEARNING.

A Story that NEVER Lies

Semalam...satu sejarah. Hari ni cerita baru.

Pahit atau manis ia tetap sejarah yang sudah tercatat dalam hidup aku.

Biar payah aku terus aku gagahi kudrat ini kerana aku percaya aku akan dapat mencapai impianku. Memang benar tiada yang sia-sia Tuhan jadikan dan Dia lah Perancang terbaik.

Satu hari yang penuh dengan dugaan. Keseorangan. Sendiri bergelut dengan perasaan dan fikiran. Tuhan saja tempat aku mengadu. Keluarga jauh sekali. Payah untuk aku luahkan pada mereka. Tiada siapa yang lebih memahami melainkan Dia. Aku berdoa dan berdoa. Titis airmata di sejadah tatkala menghadap-Nya.

Ya, kala ini aku melalui satu fasa yang agak sukar bagi usia ini namun aku mahu terus ke hadapan tanpa berhenti dan menoleh ke belakang apatah lagi berundur. Bukan diri ku. Mesti ada jalan keluar bagi setiap masalah. MESTI.

Petang kian hampir. 6 petang ada prospek. Mood kurang ok. Agak down untuk present; tidak seperti semalam. Nasib baik aku punya coach yang baik dan penyabar. Aku cuma mendengar dengan teliti. Dan belajar.

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7.30 malam, aku dan coach cadang mahu menonton wayang. Aku pun setuju memandangkan bosan dan perlu tenangkan fikiran. Terpandang poster NEVER SAY NEVER- JUSTIN BIEBER. Aku tanya sama coach; "ni movie ke?" Ya katanya. "Jom tengok ni." Kata putus dicapai. 3D movie yang ada, yang biasa tidak available. Aku memang ikut je laa. Memandangkan nak tengok Merong terkubur sebab tayangan pukul 9malam. Aku solat dulu sebelum ke wayang. Tidak mahu menyesal lagi.

Cerita bermula. Tiada sari kata. Aku faham cuma kurang jelas. Tapi aku faham cerita dan jalan cerita. Ini kisah benar. Bermulanya perjalanan seorang Justin Bieber.

Passion, determination and believe...

it's all about dream...

live to achieve that dream..

Entah mengapa aku rasa sesuatu menjadi penawar hati bila menonton filem ini. Tidak rugi. Pasti. Walaupun pada awalnya aku sangsi keputusan untuk menonton cerita ini. Kejayaan bukan tercipta hanya dengan angan tetapi perjalanan yang punya suka dan duka.

How much that you believe in your dream?

and yourself?

Make it happen, don't turn back!

Never Say Never!!!

Sekali lagi air mataku murah.

Touch peoples' heart

Give them what they want...

And you will be successful~

Rasa Hati kecil ini

Lama dah aku x update blog ni..
Sibuk memanjang...exam lagi..ke sana ke sini aku bergerak..
Okeh..tadi selesai satu paper..MLS LAW 1020..alhamdulillah, bole arr jawab. better dr contract and tort..cam hampeh..
aku yg punye salah..sape suruh x stadi..dok main2 jep..

"what have u learn from this incident??"
~Richard~

tetiba aku mengaplikasi kan bnde common sense ni dlm my own real situation. yeah, sekarang aku belajar untuk jadi lebih matang, optimis dan sentiasa positif.

Never Give Up!!

Tough time lasts, tough people do~

10hb ni memang mencabar kredibiliti aku...11 baru habis final..last paper..
mission must be accomplished by 10..
waaa, nk jerit ada, nak lari ada, nak nanges pun ade...
but once he says..

"ika, you must get a car in these 3 month-time..which car do you want? tell me.."
and I start dreaming...couldn't imagine if i could own my car at this young age..HOW COOL IS IT?

hoollaaa~ target sudaa satu kereta..i believe it will be mine..x sabo kau kalu dapat bawak kete raye nih..

MAKE IT HAPPEN, IKA!!!!

A Visit that change my Life

Salam to all readers and bloggers. Now, I really2 want to update my blog.
Why??? Because so many things to be told.

Last Friday~18 March 2011, I went to Arthur Yap's house in Batu Feringghi, Penang.

Who is Arthur to me??

He is one of the founding Presindential of SAB Company.

Dulu dia ni Law graduate from oversea and worked there for few years. Later, he involved in business and went bankrupt about USD -3million. Korang rasa nak down gilerr2 x kalau jd die??

Jawab dlm hati jer..But then, dia jumpe bisnes ni dan dia ambil risiko untuk buat bisnes ni. He said that, EVERY DREAM IS POSSIBLE...I like that~

more pictures~

So, who want to join me and achieve our dreams??

I'm sure we all have our own dreams...NO NEED TO WAIT IF THE OPPORTUNITY IS IN FRONT OF YOU...or OTHERWISE SOMEONE WILL TAKE IT AND YOU LOSE IT!!!