Friday, June 8, 2012

bed time story

salam semua...
kind of nak luah perasaan kat sini....
sbb manusia kekadang x sume paham ape yg kite rasa and sometimes the stories is not for them to know..

I'm just 21 now...itu pun belum sukup 21 tau...
and you know mum is like thinking that I should have someone...what??? green light now? for real...
and budak2 ni pun same laa suka sgt bertanya dan bergossip..opss....girls...i am not really okay when i hear that question...
so what i do??? what should i do?
disebabkan aku da tak tau mau cakap bahasa ape aku ter bukak cite mase muda2 x matang tu...

To Mr P,
If you ever read this...and it is not true or can't be accepted
I am so sorry really sorry

What can I do...
the fact that only you that comes to my life so far....
just your story for now...
the feeling part I am just not sure...
It is kind of no answer
It is no answer for the ending

It is a long story maybe...
that's why

not time yet for relationship i guess
i think i am not ready yet for any
and i hate wasting time with the wrong guys
so far never...

can you see that i am so so clean and clear
but it does not mean that i know nothing about love
people ask me for some weird is that???

I do observing..hahaha
eyes open but the intention must be clear...
the time to open eyes for that
may be not happened yet...

ok fine..i am normal...
just 21 rite....long way to go my dear
I am pretty sure that HE is just very LUCKY to have me
And I AM PROUD to be HIS WIFE...

wow, that's wonderful IKA!!!

Wednesday, June 6, 2012

finding the soul

today I feel like wanna blogging for the whole day..YES, exam is OVER...but not yet my mission...not yet my goals and dreams...

As I passed through the days when I was during the study week, I realised that it was not easy to keep up my level and get higher when mixed up with various unstable kind of people...that fact that our direction of life is different...Many take the road that everybody had passed on...means they already knew the results, the only thing is that they think it will be another way in their journey...I don"t think so...I prefer the other road that not many of us has think about it..

That's enough I think for intro...
Let's get to the point...

First of all, let me introduce myself. My name is Nurul Shafikah Sulaiman, can call me IKA. My expertise is helping many people to earn minimum income RM10k a month by supplying beauty, joint and health products.

That's what I am doing currently...but there's another thing bothering me..

I still a Law student...two years and half perhaps...not really long way to go..I seriously LEGAL life is not just me....It's not really me it's not really what I want...even I sometimes easily influence by such agent CIA of spy stories....only that...not a lawyer, not even a public servant.. full stop

I have a very good sense with art and entertainment...I just don't have any track record yet but I do love doing those things...I have dream myself having my own studio, my own house production, my own company that expertise in event organizing and wedding planner. I just need opportunity and go with it..

And what about HOCKEY things? I once dream to be a state/national hockey player...the reason is that self-satisfaction to challenge myself mentally and physically...that was how I was trained during my secondary school life. I joined the team just to train myself being more confident, stronger, tough and persistent. I admit that HOCKEY was such a nostalgic memory of my teenage life in boarding spirit, friendship and togetherness. It was a good thing, blessed that I had those experience because it really help me these days...and now I decide to join MASUM this year..I wanna challenge myself to qualify and bring back the team as ONE UNITED team with ONE goal without any prejudice and jealousy. To lead.

Successful people said to me that; 

" Don't live in the past, live as for today and create the future"

Now, i know that I do so many things in my life my not one is really that I focus on and put sole effort on master on ONE thing, researches said that it needs 10k hours of practice.

Since birth, what did I do the most? that I repeat again and again and again....
flashed back ...
i love singing, i memorise songs and lyrics...
i watched tv dramas, movies from different eras and countries
i love reading books..ops not really academic books but magazines, self-help, novels, short stories...
I love painting when i got idea...drawing, colouring and sketching...
the excitement of watching reality TV shows like Malaysian Idols, etc..
the various kind of feeling while watching dramas...tears dropping, who knows that...chuckles..

Now back to reality...
What kind of lifestyle that i want?
I want to be a BOSS
like a CEO, corporate leader
driving magnificent fast moving car... sport car
living in a huge mansion like a palace with my family and children
in the house, I got my studio for jamming, dancing, movie show
I got mini library where all my childhood, teenage and adult collections are there, with the new books that i and my family used to read
travel, holiday abroad once a month...even being so busy with the business
company doing well in house production, wedding planner, event organising...have a team of positive partners and shareholders
what i want to produce is documentary of successful notable people, real life story, dreams come true reality show...
I wrote a book of my story...dedicated to all whom i love..hope that story can inspire others...

Wow, amazing and wonderful dream...It is not just a dream...
To earn is to learn
There's always a new way to do something
work hard on be whom i want to be
to get what I want to have, to do what i suppose to do..

Today's Declaration:

I am in perfect health
I have abundant energy
I am fit and in great shape
I am at my ideal weight
I eat healthy and nutritious foods
I live long and strong
i create positive and supportive relationship
I treat everyone with kindness and respect
I spend quality time with people I enjoy
I connect deeply with people i live
I give my love unconditionally
I am loved and adored by family and friends
I am kind, loving and graceful
I am strong, powerful and respected by all
I am really special
I am gorgeous and beautiful
I love myself and I feel great about myself
I am focus and persistent
I am highly confident and courageous
I have a charming personality
I am a millionaire
I am successful
I am smart and intelligent
I am an inspired leader
I am a great Icon to family, friends and all