This IS the DREAM

hari ni aku melalui satu fasa yg membantu aku mnjadi lebih matang.

betul apa yang Richard and all the leaders cakap...u will grow if u do urself...mule2 mmg we are guided tp x kan selamanya. u have to learn through experience.

deep into my heart i never think that i have made a mistake...i'm not born to make a mistake but born to learn and grow...born to be great. aku x rasa apa yg datang dalam hidup aku, apa yang jadi kat aku selama ni sia-sia. Allah SWT Maha Pengasih. Takkan dia nak seksa hambanya dengan ujian berat dan sebagainya. I believe that something GREAT will happen in my life.

That's SAB..haha

When we talk about DREAMS

Ya, aku suka berangan dan banyak angan2.

Remember when I was in kindergarten. Kept dreaming of having a really nice elegant house/villa which i used to design the interior, i choose the concept and it must be unique. The ONE and ONLY in the world. It is built on my own land.

Then, i own a company. What company? I keep thinking of having HOUSE PRODUCTION. This is because i LOVE entertainment industry...sort of producing, directing, composing songs, film and documentary. That's what i see and really wanna have it. Dulu rasa macam angan2 mat jenin. But now I want to FULFILL my DREAMS. Ade gak satu masa tu, imagine yang aku kepala kpd crew theater. Aku rasa puas gilerr bile orang tengok hasil karya aku. Dan aku paparkan realiti kehidupan yang aku kutip sepanjang perjalanan ini...wahh gitu!!!

Sekarang masa untuk aku betulkan jalan hidup aku..

kekadang kite tersasar dari impian..atas faktor nak playsafe whatsovever laa..rasa x confident dll. Tergolong dalam kalangan bebudak LAW ni not really what i want in my life...bukan apa yang aku impikan. aku nak be with corporate people ie doing biz at the same time my passion in arts continues, meaning that the house production. Satu lagi, aku penah berangan yang bile aku umur mencecah 50an to be specific 55, aku nak publish my own book of life-real story of life...meaning that i was really a successful person and well-known...SIGNIFICANT..

First, change from Aikolian to HS...major in MASS COMMUNICATION. NO matter apa yang parents and family cakap, I stick to the decision. This time nobody and nothing can hold me back. Yeah, next Tuesday I'll go to the A&R Dept to make the first step..

Get things done. Clear my head from such things that give me headache. That's it!