someone's back

Hi there! Hello friends!
it has been a long time since my last update...

Bangun je pagi td , first thing yg aku tgok ialah my lovely phone...ohh! ade reminder lah...what is it eh?
So, I opened it..Opps! Someone is coming home today!!! Ahhaahaaa~

Hrrmm, what more to tell? waiting for the call maybe...if he remember as a friend.

Okay, these days quite tired and sleepy because a lot to do for hockey. Improving stamina and hitting skill most importantly. The other skills got to be polished. Strength and flexibility also must increase. Yeah, this is what it takes to be a better player.. I am glad the team will meet UITM, UM and USM. I know they all are among the best and have some national players. GREAT what can play with them...huhuhu...that's the challenge man~ that's really help me to see real game with real opponent. Then, we can grow!

When it comes to games like this where the opponents are far better the us, what we need it strong mental, faith, believe, trust and team work. Strategy should be suited with each opponent. Have to find their strength and weaknesses so that we can create a better strategy..It's not only about playing physically BUT it is a MIND game!

So, set the GOAL
Make strategy
AND ACTION!

GAMBATE!!!

bed time story

salam semua...
kind of nak luah perasaan kat sini....
sbb manusia kekadang x sume paham ape yg kite rasa and sometimes the stories is not for them to know..

I'm just 21 now...itu pun belum sukup 21 tau...
and you know what...my mum is like thinking that I should have someone...what??? green light now? for real...
and budak2 ni pun same laa suka sgt bertanya dan bergossip..opss....girls...i am not really okay when i hear that question...
so what i do??? what should i do?
disebabkan aku da tak tau mau cakap bahasa ape lg....so aku ter bukak cite mase muda2 x matang tu...

To Mr P,
If you ever read this...and it is not true or can't be accepted
I am so sorry really sorry

What can I do...
the fact that only you that comes to my life so far....
just your story for now...
the feeling part I am just not sure...
It is kind of no answer
It is no answer for the ending


It is a long story maybe...
that's why


not time yet for relationship i guess
i think i am not ready yet for any
and i hate wasting time with the wrong guys
so far never...

can you see that i am so so clean and clear
but it does not mean that i know nothing about love
people ask me for some advice...how weird is that???

I do observing..hahaha
eyes open but the intention must be clear...
the time to open eyes for that
may be not happened yet...

ok fine..i am normal...
just 21 rite....long way to go my dear
I am pretty sure that HE is just very LUCKY to have me
And I AM PROUD to be HIS WIFE...

wow, that's wonderful IKA!!!

finding the soul

Assalamualaikum...
today I feel like wanna blogging for the whole day..YES, exam is OVER...but not yet my mission...not yet my goals and dreams...


As I passed through the days when I was during the study week, I realised that it was not easy to keep up my level and get higher when mixed up with various unstable kind of people...that fact that our direction of life is different...Many take the road that everybody had passed on...means they already knew the results, the only thing is that they think it will be another way in their journey...I don"t think so...I prefer the other road that not many of us has think about it..


That's enough I think for intro...
Let's get to the point...


First of all, let me introduce myself. My name is Nurul Shafikah Sulaiman, can call me IKA. My expertise is helping many people to earn minimum income RM10k a month by supplying beauty, joint and health products.


That's what I am doing currently...but there's another thing bothering me..


I still a Law student...two years and half perhaps...not really long way to go..I seriously LEGAL life is not just me....It's not really me it's not really what I want...even I sometimes easily influence by such agent CIA of spy stories....only that...not a lawyer, not even a public servant.. full stop


I have a very good sense with art and entertainment...I just don't have any track record yet but I do love doing those things...I have dream myself having my own studio, my own house production, my own company that expertise in event organizing and wedding planner. I just need opportunity and go with it..


And what about HOCKEY things? I once dream to be a state/national hockey player...the reason is that self-satisfaction to challenge myself mentally and physically...that was how I was trained during my secondary school life. I joined the team just to train myself being more confident, stronger, tough and persistent. I admit that HOCKEY was such a nostalgic memory of my teenage life in boarding school...team spirit, friendship and togetherness. It was a good thing, blessed that I had those experience because it really help me these days...and now I decide to join MASUM this year..I wanna challenge myself to qualify and bring back honour..build the team as ONE UNITED team with ONE goal without any prejudice and jealousy. To lead.




Successful people said to me that; 

" Don't live in the past, live as for today and create the future"

Now, i know that I do so many things in my life my not one is really that I focus on and put sole effort on it...to master on ONE thing, researches said that it needs 10k hours of practice.

Since birth, what did I do the most? that I repeat again and again and again....

flashed back ...

i love singing, i memorise songs and lyrics...

i watched tv dramas, movies from different eras and countries

i love reading books..ops not really academic books but magazines, self-help, novels, short stories...

I love painting when i got idea...drawing, colouring and sketching...

the excitement of watching reality TV shows like Malaysian Idols, etc..

the various kind of feeling while watching dramas...tears dropping, who knows that...chuckles..

Now back to reality...

What kind of lifestyle that i want?

I want to be a BOSS

like a CEO, corporate leader

driving magnificent fast moving car... sport car

living in a huge mansion like a palace with my family and children

in the house, I got my studio for jamming, dancing, movie show

I got mini library where all my childhood, teenage and adult collections are there, with the new books that i and my family used to read

travel, holiday abroad once a month...even being so busy with the business

company doing well in house production, wedding planner, event organising...have a team of positive partners and shareholders

what i want to produce is documentary of successful notable people, real life story, dreams come true reality show...

I wrote a book of my story...dedicated to all whom i love..hope that story can inspire others...

Wow, amazing and wonderful dream...It is not just a dream...

To earn is to learn

There's always a new way to do something

work hard on myself..to be whom i want to be

to get what I want to have, to do what i suppose to do..

Today's Declaration:

I am in perfect health

I have abundant energy

I am fit and in great shape

I am at my ideal weight

I eat healthy and nutritious foods

I live long and strong

i create positive and supportive relationship

I treat everyone with kindness and respect

I spend quality time with people I enjoy

I connect deeply with people i live

I give my love unconditionally

I am loved and adored by family and friends

I am kind, loving and graceful

I am strong, powerful and respected by all

I am really special

I am gorgeous and beautiful

I love myself and I feel great about myself

I am focus and persistent

I am highly confident and courageous

I have a charming personality

I am a millionaire

I am successful

I am smart and intelligent

I am an inspired leader

I am a great Icon to family, friends and all

.

The Avengers--> Heroes story

Hi frens, bloggers and readers. It's quite a long time after the last update in this pretty blog. Actually not really have the idea to write or share before but today, I really want to share something that I got, something that I learnt from this movie.

Well, this is the current hits box-office movie I guess which I watched last Saturday..if u remember that day people busy of BERSIH things...but I chose to have a rest in cinema. It doesn't mean I don't care but the fact the we HAVE CHOICE. After the demo, we still have to stand on our own and back to real life again..and yet still lots of problems not settled.

Guys and girls, please stop saying that I have sooo much time or saying that I'm promoting this..in fact yes I encourage all of you to watch this movie and learn the moral of the story.

Morals of the story:

• the role of leaders--> leadership [responsible, risk-taker, empower the rest]
• together we stand, divided we fall--> Union
• Power v. Force---> Captain America/ Thor v. Loki

To me, it was such a meaningful movie if u watch and really understand the message behind it..

I watch movie for a reason and purpose...

Sometimes, life is so difficult as what we think but the reality, it is not...some solutions, ideas and inspirations may be acquired from movies like this.

So, I give 5/5 for this movie..It reminds me and make me realizes the whole picture in my life..

If I were to choose one of the Avengers, I choose to be Captain America. Not because he is handsome but I love his character instead of Ironman..haha

I guess, that's all from me...Anybody who had watched, feel free to share your opinion bout the movie..tq

Great day--> Cinema Time

Hi friends, hello gang...dah mmg berhabuk blog ni kan? maklum lah busy ler katekan.....

at last, dpt juga aku tgok wayang hari setelah sekian lame terperap kat dlm uia dan last week yg hectic di Booth Lady Beautiful Fair, PWTC. Btw, last weekend was very great time for the business...still not really fun when Kak Shida was not around there...she was at Bandung that time with family...but then, I had Lin, my new trader. Doing booth with her mmg keje gelak je laa...since she was doing booth with kak Shida week before, she improved a lot in terms of sales and skill...wow, top sales babe for PWTC booth..and i got the highest contacts..both of us were in Shida's group..In terms of sales, Shida is the QUEEN. Thanks God that I met her. Thank God that I found Linn.

So today, me and Kak Shida watched this film--The Vow..........mmg romantic!!

based on real life story...korg nak tau? check it out..haha!

pasni ni aku nak cari film ni pulak...cite hindustan...awesome!!! tgok trailer n plot very interesting..

Nway, korang mesti happy kan kalau ade duit sendiri...muka berseri2 n senang hati...n think big, and expect to get more and more...High Expectation!!!

Walla, gtg now..so sleepy..esok kene bgun pagi2 nk jaga score board game ANSARA @ IIUM ..

This Means War~

Salam semua...wah, dah bersarang lelabah dah blog saya ni...

Maklum lah, kesibukan yang melanda tahap gaban tu yg jd penghalang...biasalah, masa mmg amat2 mencemburui kita..[ah sudah, mula dah merepek ni~]

Ok, actually hari ni aku lunch with Kak Shida kat KLCC. We have some discussion bout the biz as we are partners and then chit-chatting about personal things..great sharing. She also helped me in opening the Gold Investment Account at Maybank today. Great thing done in the early age with her guidance so as to the future.

And the best part was that we watched a movie....i suggested it even i dont know the story is all about. THIS MEANS WAR . Dengar tajuk ni je hati dah ditarik2 nak ke panggung..nak lagi cite2 spy ni..confirm best ahhh....and yet mmg betul jangkaan aku!!! BEST GILERR KOT..mase kitorg masuk wayang da start la dlm 5-10 min, but not too late..cerita ni bergenre action, comedy and romantic....Awesome!!! rasa nak tengok lg sekali..the script is the besy laa, mmg gelak sakan dlm tu and yet release gilerr stress~

You all kene tengok arr sendiri cite ni, gerenti x menyesal..haha

Makin tamat hikayat 2011

Last week I watched this movie with my sister Kak Shida..nice and meaningful movie for a NEW fresh start...turn over a new leaf..rate 4/5

Salam to all readers, bloggers and stalkers...

hari ni aku mulakan hari di Shah Alam disebabkan gatal sgt2 malas nak balik UIA malam td..haha

Bangun pagi sarapan pukul 8.15pagi. Then siap2 nak balik UIA. Btw, aku singgah ofis jap kat Boulevard Mid Valley for the Leader's Meeting. Should be started at 10am but sorry to say i was late..10.30am baru masuk ofis..daa~ ini bukan sengaja okies! KTM lmbt sangat and nasib baik aku bagitau Richard that i'm reaching MV around 10.30 tu tepat..fuhh~

Target kuar dr MV 12.30tghri..mmg ngan2 laa dpt bus. Then terus gerak balik UIA. Pikir case review aku ni x siap lagi. Dengan closing, follow up ntah ke mana. FINAL EXAM lg ape citer agaknye. Gonna stretch myself doing all necessary things to be done seriously. No PLAY2 OK!!!

So, malam ni settle kan dulu case review then prepare UNGS presentation. Pastu MESTI buat jadual revision starting esok till 8th Jan. And the MOST IMPORTANT THING is DISCIPLINE and FOLLOW THE PLAN/SCHEDULE.

28th Dis ni nak pegi sekolah rendah with some frens. I'm proposing to organise a motivation program for UPSR students next year. Now getting a lot of positive feedback from batch-mates and teachers. And I am the MaterPlan..haha.. Need to organise committee members for that and facilitators also. Hope all can be done smoothly with the help of friends and teachers..

New Year is coming. Aku sambut tahun baru ngan FINAL EXAM....best kan~ Habis final, kaw2 aku hentam area UIA, Gombak, Batu Pahat, Shah Alam, Melaka and Gemas dengan Hycoflex!!! For the biz, now I'm doing the FB page, website and also looking for advertisements at shopping complexes, booking booth for next year in January. Cream the market now! Buat duit BESAR then bole beli GOLD BAR, end of 2012 get a brand NEW CAR, and simpan untuk haji..InsyaAllah~

p/s: nak mnd then buat keje..kemas bilik and organise all okay~

Welcome to the CLUB!!!

Assalamualakum pembuka bicara...

Alhamdulillah, hari ni aku dapat bagun awal dan teruskan niat yg tergendala sekian lama..berjogging pada pagi Ahad yang dingin nan indah...alamak, bermadah pulak aku ari ni..

Mood baik...And aku hadiahkan diri aku ridah yang pertama dalam usia yang baru menginjak 20 hari ni. Orang kata, kalau hari dimulakan dengan sesuatu yang baik, insyaAllah akan baiklah jadinya untuk hari seterusnya..mudah-mudahan, aminn...

So now aku nak buat wish list; what i want to achieve, to have in this decade starting from NOW!

1. buy a car
2. umrah/haji with parents
3. renovate house
4. buy a shop/house for rent
5. new phone..
6. yang ni paling aku x sabar....holiday with friends in oversea..Asmaa, Afiqah and Husna..1st trip to Australia ok??
7. vacation with family...family day kat mane2 resort, buat barbecue sume aku yang sponsor..ok x?

Cinta? pada umur yang baru laa orang kate nak matang tu....aku rasa cinta tu biarlah Allah yang tentukan..kalau orang tanya aku penah couple ke x? Sumpah mmg x penah..yang official laa...[bajet hott jep!!!] crush tu biasa laa kott..sume orang penah kan... Yang betul2 tu yang ade suspens nak tunggu..haha!!! Ika, dont imagine until u got headache yea~..

Yang penting, sekarang ni degree ni kene habis kan sampai konvo...and biz is still on even while study..people just study BUT i do BOTH...I'm sure I'll be SOMEBODY after graduation...my destiny is not the same as the others..so as to the journey it takes to get there!

p/s: esok nak tgok Ombbak Rindu with Asmaa...now kene study transac dulu...bye2!

betrayal...

hi frens, hello readers!

today i feel so disappointed because of that person. Orang yang aku sangka baik, rupa-rupanya sanggup tikam aku dari belakang. Is that a friend?

I can be as professional as i can..be strong, firm and smart..I'll not let others using me for such reason..

When i trust someone, it's for a life time..BUT

Don't play-play with me when you breach the trust....I pray that i can handle it as well as i can...with Allah's pleasure.

O Allah, please guide me to the right path...aminn

Books To Read

Some I got on my own, some borrow from Kak Shida and Jurina...

What books u read determine who u are~

Upgrade Yourself & Upgrade Your Life

NEW ENTREPRENEURSHIP PROGRAM

Konvoi Raya S2 Experiment5

Inspiring Song ever!

I wouldn't wanna be anybody else
hey

[Verse 1]
You made me insecure,
Told me I wasn’t good enough.
But who are you to judge
When you’re a diamond in the rough?
I’m sure you got some things
You’d like to change about yourself.
But when it comes to me
I wouldn’t want to be anybody else.

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na

I’m no beauty queen
I’m just beautiful me

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na

You’ve got every right
To a beautiful life
C'mon

[Chorus:]
Who says, who says you're not perfect?
Who says you're not worth it?
Who says you're the only one that's hurtin'?
Trust me, that's the price of beauty
Who says you're not pretty?
Who says you're not beautiful?
Who says?

[Verse 2:]
It’s such a funny thing
How nothing’s funny when it’s you
You tell ‘em what you mean
But they keep whiting out the truth
It’s like a work of art
That never gets to see the light
Keep you beneath the stars
Won’t let you touch the sky

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na

I’m no beauty queen
I’m just beautiful me

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na

You’ve got every right
To a beautiful life
C'mon

[Chorus:]
Who says, who says you're not perfect?
Who says you're not worth it?
Who says you're the only one that's hurtin'?
Trust me, that's the price of beauty
Who says you're not pretty?
Who says you're not beautiful?
Who says?

[Bridge:]
Who says you’re not star potential?
Who says you’re not presidential?
Who says you can’t be in movies?
Listen to me, listen to me
Who says you don’t pass the test?
Who says you can’t be the best?
Who said, who said?
Won’t you tell me who said that?
Yeah, who said?

[Chorus:]
Who says, who says you're not perfect? (Yeah)
Who says you're not worth it? (Yeah yeah)
Who says you're the only one that's hurtin'? (Ooooh)
Trust me, that's the price of beauty (Hey yeah, beauty)
Who says you're not pretty? (Who said?)
Who says you're not beautiful? (I'm just beautiful me)
Who says?

Who says, Who says, you're not perfect?
Who says you're not worth it?
Who says you're the only one that's hurtin'?

[Chorus:]
Who says, who says you're not perfect?
Who says you're not worth it?
Who says you're the only one that's hurtin'?
Trust me, that's the price of beauty
Who says you're not pretty?
Who says you're not beautiful?
Who says?

Who says you're not perfect?
Who says you're not worth it?
Who says you're the only one that's hurtin'?
Trust me, (yeah) that's the price of beauty
Who says you're not pretty? (Who says you're not beautiful?)
Who says?

Salam Ramadhan buat kalian

Salam buat semua. diam tak diam kita dah sampai ke bulan yang penuh rahmat dan barakah iaitu RAMADHAN. Kali ini Ramadhan yang aku bakal tempuhi terasa kelainannya. Aku belajar untuk hidup berdikari. Puasa kali ni, aku bertemankan Saliza di UIAM. Nasib aku ada dia a.k.a my MR. Dan nasib baik aku pandai sesuaikan diri dan dapat bina relationship ngan dia. Sama-sam Johor kan..pada aku, kami agak sama dari satu segi dan sudut pandangan. Dan aku hormat pada keterbukaannya..alhamdulillah

Apa yang aku nak cerita kali ni?

Lama x berblogging mmg banyak yang nak dimuntahkan di sini.

Ok lah, kali ni aku nak bercerita beberapa insan di sebalik nama NURUL SHAFIKAH ini.

Part ni aku kecualikan family. Semua orang ade point tu kan? dan semua orang akan acknowledge their family as their good supporters right?

Aku ade few persons in this case.

Rasidah Abd Rahim a.k.a Kak Shida

Dalam Bisnes, dia coach aku. Banyak bantu aku banyak beri tunjuk ajar. And a very good person susah senang aku banyak yang dia tahu. Very simple dan tak berkira. Sampai kau tersegan sendiri. And dia ade anak cute giler and yet very smart IRFAN. Kak Shida is Sanguine. A very good story teller. Nampak main2 tapi very serious bout future sampai aku sendiri terkagum dengan apa yang dia rancangkan. Yes! aku sepatutnya begitu juga. A good friends and just like a kakak to me..haha

Jurina Lee Abdullah

Another partner in this business. A very respected adviser to me. I am fond of her because of her belief of success. She is caring, responsible and another mother to me while I am away from home right now. Banyak yang dia cakap aku guna dan hadam dalam pale otak senang nak paham. common sense katanya. memang betul. kita je lupa nak apply mende2 tuh. Has a strong feeling. She loves to collect precious stones like moldavite, agate, rose quartz and many more. that's energy.. Dia dan family buat au rasa macam ada family baru, chinese muslim. pelik kan? Dia sangat baik tak pernah aku jumpa orang macam dia. Mulut masin..haha

Iqmal hakeem bin isa.

sape yg dr Experiment5 memang kenal dia ni in fact all SMSJ Hockey players sure kenal. bukan sebab dia hebat gilerr tapi ade karakter and nama jolokan tu yang jadi kan dia dikenali. Pabear. Entah dari ceruk mana datang nya makhluk tu aku pun tak tahu. Seingat aku perkenalan yang sangat simple x proper masa form3. Starting point kenal dia mintak bola hoki diorang yang terlepas kat area aku. Tu yang aku ingat so, tu versi aku laa. Mesti nak tau kenapa kau nak cerita pasal dia kan? Sebab dia kawan baik aku..best friend. Kalaupun dia tak anggap aku macam tu, for me it still the same. Banyak kenangan ak dan dia masa zaman budak2 sekolah dulu...aku time tu blurr2 lg x matured bab2 hati ni..tapi aku tau soal kawan, sayang dan kesetiaan..satu lagi kepercayaan. Aku akui aku selesa bercerita dengan dia apa saja masalah, suka dan duka. Forget about those ages gossip zaman tok kaduk tu..it really kills the friendship. For me, if i am not his woman just wanna be his best friend. Because I love someone because of Allah SWT. The feeling is given by Allah. He has the choices in his hand. Same goes to me. Jauh atau dekat bukan jadi penghalang buat aku. Aku tau aku bukan menunggu, tertunggu atau ditunggu oleh sape2. Free to make friends. yes I love him. if i not mistaken about this. and if i found someone better in the future, tell me that i was wrong. And really, aku baru open bout this kinda things at this age. Nak masuk 20 la katekan...ntah papa je. So, pada sume experimenters, you all dah tau sekarang. Kalau dia baca dia pun akan tahu. Apa jawapan dia bukan lah sesuatu yang perlu saat ini ..approved or rejected is cerita lain..but still friend is a friend. and it remains till I died.

Bile cerita pasal cinta, aku bukan expert tapi aku tau...orang kata gut feeling. But I hope i have a better love story after this. I mean a real love story. Macam drama pulak kan..ye, drama korea..haha..berangan je kau ni. Apa yang aku cari bukan lelaki tapi Adam teman hidup, teman bicara, yang bertanggungjawab terhadap aku dan hidupku. Yang penting dia sayang aku lebih dari aku sayang diriku..wah, tragis pulak kau ni....sabar2 hehe.

ok laa, sampai sini dulu...tunggu laa, mungkin ada part 2..aku chow dulu beb!!

Chairman's Birthday~ Nicholas Chia

Venue : SAB Office 5-7 Boulevard Mid Valley

Date : 6th July 2011

Time : 12 noon

Participation : SAB Traders

DIAMOND RING

Today, Kak Shida, Jurina and I went to KLCC cuci mata lepas tutup booth kat Brem Mall Kepong. Seyes, aku agak moody today. Bengang aku asyik kena perli je. Takpe2, be positive. They want me to change and be a better person, full of confident and fearless. Niat di hati nak blahh je arr. Diorang jalan ke Habib, aku turn another side. Asal gitu? rasa menyampah...bengang aku, kecik hati sket arr diorang perli aku. Lepas aku hilang dari pandangan diorg, Kak Shida hantar mesej kate diorang kat Habib. Aku nak balas, SO what?? Tapi x jadi nak send..terasa kurang ajar x kenang budi plak kan...dan aku patah balik jalan ke Habib bertembung ngan diorang..Thank God aku x jd send that msg. Lain citenye nanti.

Layan je laa. Ikut diorang masuk kedai ap tah jual stone like Agate, Moldevite and Turquoise. Stone with energy katanya. Jurina suruh aku pegang one stone tu and rasa apa. Aku x rasa pape pon...haha. Then, ade satu batu tu dari Meteorite tau, that one mmg aku rasa ade vibration bile genggam and Jurina kata batu tu mmg strong. Aku yang moody td rasa release sket arr..energy from that stone kurniaan Allah SWT yang diberikan dalam bentuk semulajadi.

Keluar dr kedai tu, masuk ke HABIB. Cuci mata ngan diamond rings with promotion and discount. Walawey, bukan cikai2 yang aku suka tau..yg gambar tu rm 52k. Ade discount pun aku x bole amek sekarang. Suka gilerr that design. Ohh, kalaulah aku datang ngan bf [ x best2, ngan tunang or future hubby] sure aku cakap ngan dia, "Bie, I nak ni jadi wedding ring I" or "Bie, this is my anniversary present kan?" ngeh3~ Daa..tercekik dia..Lain rasanya tau bile ko dapat pakai that ring worth a BMW or Mini Cooper..on your finger plakk tuh..fuhh~ Sure time aku kawin nnt aku nak org Habib design special tuk aku~>wedding ring tau...It will become true dear~aminn.

This IS the DREAM

hari ni aku melalui satu fasa yg membantu aku mnjadi lebih matang.

betul apa yang Richard and all the leaders cakap...u will grow if u do urself...mule2 mmg we are guided tp x kan selamanya. u have to learn through experience.

deep into my heart i never think that i have made a mistake...i'm not born to make a mistake but born to learn and grow...born to be great. aku x rasa apa yg datang dalam hidup aku, apa yang jadi kat aku selama ni sia-sia. Allah SWT Maha Pengasih. Takkan dia nak seksa hambanya dengan ujian berat dan sebagainya. I believe that something GREAT will happen in my life.

That's SAB..haha

When we talk about DREAMS

Ya, aku suka berangan dan banyak angan2.

Remember when I was in kindergarten. Kept dreaming of having a really nice elegant house/villa which i used to design the interior, i choose the concept and it must be unique. The ONE and ONLY in the world. It is built on my own land.

Then, i own a company. What company? I keep thinking of having HOUSE PRODUCTION. This is because i LOVE entertainment industry...sort of producing, directing, composing songs, film and documentary. That's what i see and really wanna have it. Dulu rasa macam angan2 mat jenin. But now I want to FULFILL my DREAMS. Ade gak satu masa tu, imagine yang aku kepala kpd crew theater. Aku rasa puas gilerr bile orang tengok hasil karya aku. Dan aku paparkan realiti kehidupan yang aku kutip sepanjang perjalanan ini...wahh gitu!!!

Sekarang masa untuk aku betulkan jalan hidup aku..

kekadang kite tersasar dari impian..atas faktor nak playsafe whatsovever laa..rasa x confident dll. Tergolong dalam kalangan bebudak LAW ni not really what i want in my life...bukan apa yang aku impikan. aku nak be with corporate people ie doing biz at the same time my passion in arts continues, meaning that the house production. Satu lagi, aku penah berangan yang bile aku umur mencecah 50an to be specific 55, aku nak publish my own book of life-real story of life...meaning that i was really a successful person and well-known...SIGNIFICANT..

First, change from Aikolian to HS...major in MASS COMMUNICATION. NO matter apa yang parents and family cakap, I stick to the decision. This time nobody and nothing can hold me back. Yeah, next Tuesday I'll go to the A&R Dept to make the first step..

Get things done. Clear my head from such things that give me headache. That's it!

life is what you choose

hai friends, blogger and silent readers.

suddenly i've a call to write in this small little cute blog bout

~LIFE~

today i learn and know that SUCCESS & FAILURE did not choose the PERSON.

The person ie YOU choose it; SUCCESS or FAILURE

Your PAST is like a PRISONER and your FUTURE is what you've been dreaming of..

So, it's a matter of being a prisoner of YOUR PAST or living your DREAM.

Millionaires talk about IDEAS

they see it first and CREATE

Middle class talk about things while

the POOR talk about people.

LEADERSHIP is about INFLUENCE

A leader is NOT a manager

Problems come with challenges and success

Failure is a path towards SUCCESS

Success is a JOURNEY not a DESTINATION

Keep learning and growing

Stretch your mind and muscle

"It's the TIME for YOU TO FLY" mama bird said...

homesick

Salam geng..haha

xde mende yang buat aku happy today.

again rasa homesick bile sorang2, rasa lonely..

setiap detik yang aku lalui hari demi hari akan aku ingat sampai bila2.

dan pada saat itu, aku sudah pasti merasai nikmat hasil yang aku tuai selama ini.

in life today

i learn to be patient

to have perseverance

to be confident

i control my own future

i work hard for myself

and bring, give life to people

i want people who want to change their life, get a better life

to be with me

someone who have the desire to really transform themselves and their life

people normally live in their comfort zone

thinking that they have had enough

dont realize that it's not like that

JOB is JUST OVER BORED

and PHD is PERMANENT HEAD DAMAGE

education is important i admit

but what education can make u success and in control of your life?

i want to have financial freedom and also time freedom

i want to have all what i've been dreaming since childhood..

i want to give my parents what they deserve to have

Ya Allah Ya Razzaq

kuatkan iman ku

kuatkan hati ku untuk menempuh perjalanan ini

Aku yakin aku mampu menghadapi semua ini

tiada apa yang Engkau temukan dan berikan dalam hidupku sia-sia

Aku percaya dengan janji MU YA RABBI..

Ya Allah, Kau permudahkanlah urusanku

datangkanlah rezeki yg melimpah ruah buatku

untuk diriku dan keluargaku

Kau berkatilah rezeki yang aku perolehi ini

aminnn