Makin tamat hikayat 2011

Last week I watched this movie with my sister Kak Shida..nice and meaningful movie for a NEW fresh start...turn over a new leaf..rate 4/5

Salam to all readers, bloggers and stalkers...

hari ni aku mulakan hari di Shah Alam disebabkan gatal sgt2 malas nak balik UIA malam td..haha

Bangun pagi sarapan pukul 8.15pagi. Then siap2 nak balik UIA. Btw, aku singgah ofis jap kat Boulevard Mid Valley for the Leader's Meeting. Should be started at 10am but sorry to say i was late..10.30am baru masuk ofis..daa~ ini bukan sengaja okies! KTM lmbt sangat and nasib baik aku bagitau Richard that i'm reaching MV around 10.30 tu tepat..fuhh~

Target kuar dr MV 12.30tghri..mmg ngan2 laa dpt bus. Then terus gerak balik UIA. Pikir case review aku ni x siap lagi. Dengan closing, follow up ntah ke mana. FINAL EXAM lg ape citer agaknye. Gonna stretch myself doing all necessary things to be done seriously. No PLAY2 OK!!!

So, malam ni settle kan dulu case review then prepare UNGS presentation. Pastu MESTI buat jadual revision starting esok till 8th Jan. And the MOST IMPORTANT THING is DISCIPLINE and FOLLOW THE PLAN/SCHEDULE.

28th Dis ni nak pegi sekolah rendah with some frens. I'm proposing to organise a motivation program for UPSR students next year. Now getting a lot of positive feedback from batch-mates and teachers. And I am the MaterPlan..haha.. Need to organise committee members for that and facilitators also. Hope all can be done smoothly with the help of friends and teachers..

New Year is coming. Aku sambut tahun baru ngan FINAL EXAM....best kan~ Habis final, kaw2 aku hentam area UIA, Gombak, Batu Pahat, Shah Alam, Melaka and Gemas dengan Hycoflex!!! For the biz, now I'm doing the FB page, website and also looking for advertisements at shopping complexes, booking booth for next year in January. Cream the market now! Buat duit BESAR then bole beli GOLD BAR, end of 2012 get a brand NEW CAR, and simpan untuk haji..InsyaAllah~

p/s: nak mnd then buat keje..kemas bilik and organise all okay~

Welcome to the CLUB!!!

Assalamualakum pembuka bicara...

Alhamdulillah, hari ni aku dapat bagun awal dan teruskan niat yg tergendala sekian lama..berjogging pada pagi Ahad yang dingin nan indah...alamak, bermadah pulak aku ari ni..

Mood baik...And aku hadiahkan diri aku ridah yang pertama dalam usia yang baru menginjak 20 hari ni. Orang kata, kalau hari dimulakan dengan sesuatu yang baik, insyaAllah akan baiklah jadinya untuk hari seterusnya..mudah-mudahan, aminn...

So now aku nak buat wish list; what i want to achieve, to have in this decade starting from NOW!

1. buy a car
2. umrah/haji with parents
3. renovate house
4. buy a shop/house for rent
5. new phone..
6. yang ni paling aku x sabar....holiday with friends in oversea..Asmaa, Afiqah and Husna..1st trip to Australia ok??
7. vacation with family...family day kat mane2 resort, buat barbecue sume aku yang sponsor..ok x?

Cinta? pada umur yang baru laa orang kate nak matang tu....aku rasa cinta tu biarlah Allah yang tentukan..kalau orang tanya aku penah couple ke x? Sumpah mmg x penah..yang official laa...[bajet hott jep!!!] crush tu biasa laa kott..sume orang penah kan... Yang betul2 tu yang ade suspens nak tunggu..haha!!! Ika, dont imagine until u got headache yea~..

Yang penting, sekarang ni degree ni kene habis kan sampai konvo...and biz is still on even while study..people just study BUT i do BOTH...I'm sure I'll be SOMEBODY after graduation...my destiny is not the same as the others..so as to the journey it takes to get there!

p/s: esok nak tgok Ombbak Rindu with Asmaa...now kene study transac dulu...bye2!

betrayal...

hi frens, hello readers!

today i feel so disappointed because of that person. Orang yang aku sangka baik, rupa-rupanya sanggup tikam aku dari belakang. Is that a friend?

I can be as professional as i can..be strong, firm and smart..I'll not let others using me for such reason..

When i trust someone, it's for a life time..BUT

Don't play-play with me when you breach the trust....I pray that i can handle it as well as i can...with Allah's pleasure.

O Allah, please guide me to the right path...aminn

Books To Read

Some I got on my own, some borrow from Kak Shida and Jurina...

What books u read determine who u are~

Upgrade Yourself & Upgrade Your Life

NEW ENTREPRENEURSHIP PROGRAM

Konvoi Raya S2 Experiment5

Inspiring Song ever!

I wouldn't wanna be anybody else
hey

[Verse 1]
You made me insecure,
Told me I wasn’t good enough.
But who are you to judge
When you’re a diamond in the rough?
I’m sure you got some things
You’d like to change about yourself.
But when it comes to me
I wouldn’t want to be anybody else.

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na

I’m no beauty queen
I’m just beautiful me

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na

You’ve got every right
To a beautiful life
C'mon

[Chorus:]
Who says, who says you're not perfect?
Who says you're not worth it?
Who says you're the only one that's hurtin'?
Trust me, that's the price of beauty
Who says you're not pretty?
Who says you're not beautiful?
Who says?

[Verse 2:]
It’s such a funny thing
How nothing’s funny when it’s you
You tell ‘em what you mean
But they keep whiting out the truth
It’s like a work of art
That never gets to see the light
Keep you beneath the stars
Won’t let you touch the sky

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na

I’m no beauty queen
I’m just beautiful me

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na

You’ve got every right
To a beautiful life
C'mon

[Chorus:]
Who says, who says you're not perfect?
Who says you're not worth it?
Who says you're the only one that's hurtin'?
Trust me, that's the price of beauty
Who says you're not pretty?
Who says you're not beautiful?
Who says?

[Bridge:]
Who says you’re not star potential?
Who says you’re not presidential?
Who says you can’t be in movies?
Listen to me, listen to me
Who says you don’t pass the test?
Who says you can’t be the best?
Who said, who said?
Won’t you tell me who said that?
Yeah, who said?

[Chorus:]
Who says, who says you're not perfect? (Yeah)
Who says you're not worth it? (Yeah yeah)
Who says you're the only one that's hurtin'? (Ooooh)
Trust me, that's the price of beauty (Hey yeah, beauty)
Who says you're not pretty? (Who said?)
Who says you're not beautiful? (I'm just beautiful me)
Who says?

Who says, Who says, you're not perfect?
Who says you're not worth it?
Who says you're the only one that's hurtin'?

[Chorus:]
Who says, who says you're not perfect?
Who says you're not worth it?
Who says you're the only one that's hurtin'?
Trust me, that's the price of beauty
Who says you're not pretty?
Who says you're not beautiful?
Who says?

Who says you're not perfect?
Who says you're not worth it?
Who says you're the only one that's hurtin'?
Trust me, (yeah) that's the price of beauty
Who says you're not pretty? (Who says you're not beautiful?)
Who says?

Salam Ramadhan buat kalian

Salam buat semua. diam tak diam kita dah sampai ke bulan yang penuh rahmat dan barakah iaitu RAMADHAN. Kali ini Ramadhan yang aku bakal tempuhi terasa kelainannya. Aku belajar untuk hidup berdikari. Puasa kali ni, aku bertemankan Saliza di UIAM. Nasib aku ada dia a.k.a my MR. Dan nasib baik aku pandai sesuaikan diri dan dapat bina relationship ngan dia. Sama-sam Johor kan..pada aku, kami agak sama dari satu segi dan sudut pandangan. Dan aku hormat pada keterbukaannya..alhamdulillah

Apa yang aku nak cerita kali ni?

Lama x berblogging mmg banyak yang nak dimuntahkan di sini.

Ok lah, kali ni aku nak bercerita beberapa insan di sebalik nama NURUL SHAFIKAH ini.

Part ni aku kecualikan family. Semua orang ade point tu kan? dan semua orang akan acknowledge their family as their good supporters right?

Aku ade few persons in this case.

Rasidah Abd Rahim a.k.a Kak Shida

Dalam Bisnes, dia coach aku. Banyak bantu aku banyak beri tunjuk ajar. And a very good person susah senang aku banyak yang dia tahu. Very simple dan tak berkira. Sampai kau tersegan sendiri. And dia ade anak cute giler and yet very smart IRFAN. Kak Shida is Sanguine. A very good story teller. Nampak main2 tapi very serious bout future sampai aku sendiri terkagum dengan apa yang dia rancangkan. Yes! aku sepatutnya begitu juga. A good friends and just like a kakak to me..haha

Jurina Lee Abdullah

Another partner in this business. A very respected adviser to me. I am fond of her because of her belief of success. She is caring, responsible and another mother to me while I am away from home right now. Banyak yang dia cakap aku guna dan hadam dalam pale otak senang nak paham. common sense katanya. memang betul. kita je lupa nak apply mende2 tuh. Has a strong feeling. She loves to collect precious stones like moldavite, agate, rose quartz and many more. that's energy.. Dia dan family buat au rasa macam ada family baru, chinese muslim. pelik kan? Dia sangat baik tak pernah aku jumpa orang macam dia. Mulut masin..haha

Iqmal hakeem bin isa.

sape yg dr Experiment5 memang kenal dia ni in fact all SMSJ Hockey players sure kenal. bukan sebab dia hebat gilerr tapi ade karakter and nama jolokan tu yang jadi kan dia dikenali. Pabear. Entah dari ceruk mana datang nya makhluk tu aku pun tak tahu. Seingat aku perkenalan yang sangat simple x proper masa form3. Starting point kenal dia mintak bola hoki diorang yang terlepas kat area aku. Tu yang aku ingat so, tu versi aku laa. Mesti nak tau kenapa kau nak cerita pasal dia kan? Sebab dia kawan baik aku..best friend. Kalaupun dia tak anggap aku macam tu, for me it still the same. Banyak kenangan ak dan dia masa zaman budak2 sekolah dulu...aku time tu blurr2 lg x matured bab2 hati ni..tapi aku tau soal kawan, sayang dan kesetiaan..satu lagi kepercayaan. Aku akui aku selesa bercerita dengan dia apa saja masalah, suka dan duka. Forget about those ages gossip zaman tok kaduk tu..it really kills the friendship. For me, if i am not his woman just wanna be his best friend. Because I love someone because of Allah SWT. The feeling is given by Allah. He has the choices in his hand. Same goes to me. Jauh atau dekat bukan jadi penghalang buat aku. Aku tau aku bukan menunggu, tertunggu atau ditunggu oleh sape2. Free to make friends. yes I love him. if i not mistaken about this. and if i found someone better in the future, tell me that i was wrong. And really, aku baru open bout this kinda things at this age. Nak masuk 20 la katekan...ntah papa je. So, pada sume experimenters, you all dah tau sekarang. Kalau dia baca dia pun akan tahu. Apa jawapan dia bukan lah sesuatu yang perlu saat ini ..approved or rejected is cerita lain..but still friend is a friend. and it remains till I died.

Bile cerita pasal cinta, aku bukan expert tapi aku tau...orang kata gut feeling. But I hope i have a better love story after this. I mean a real love story. Macam drama pulak kan..ye, drama korea..haha..berangan je kau ni. Apa yang aku cari bukan lelaki tapi Adam teman hidup, teman bicara, yang bertanggungjawab terhadap aku dan hidupku. Yang penting dia sayang aku lebih dari aku sayang diriku..wah, tragis pulak kau ni....sabar2 hehe.

ok laa, sampai sini dulu...tunggu laa, mungkin ada part 2..aku chow dulu beb!!

Chairman's Birthday~ Nicholas Chia

Venue : SAB Office 5-7 Boulevard Mid Valley

Date : 6th July 2011

Time : 12 noon

Participation : SAB Traders

DIAMOND RING

Today, Kak Shida, Jurina and I went to KLCC cuci mata lepas tutup booth kat Brem Mall Kepong. Seyes, aku agak moody today. Bengang aku asyik kena perli je. Takpe2, be positive. They want me to change and be a better person, full of confident and fearless. Niat di hati nak blahh je arr. Diorang jalan ke Habib, aku turn another side. Asal gitu? rasa menyampah...bengang aku, kecik hati sket arr diorang perli aku. Lepas aku hilang dari pandangan diorg, Kak Shida hantar mesej kate diorang kat Habib. Aku nak balas, SO what?? Tapi x jadi nak send..terasa kurang ajar x kenang budi plak kan...dan aku patah balik jalan ke Habib bertembung ngan diorang..Thank God aku x jd send that msg. Lain citenye nanti.

Layan je laa. Ikut diorang masuk kedai ap tah jual stone like Agate, Moldevite and Turquoise. Stone with energy katanya. Jurina suruh aku pegang one stone tu and rasa apa. Aku x rasa pape pon...haha. Then, ade satu batu tu dari Meteorite tau, that one mmg aku rasa ade vibration bile genggam and Jurina kata batu tu mmg strong. Aku yang moody td rasa release sket arr..energy from that stone kurniaan Allah SWT yang diberikan dalam bentuk semulajadi.

Keluar dr kedai tu, masuk ke HABIB. Cuci mata ngan diamond rings with promotion and discount. Walawey, bukan cikai2 yang aku suka tau..yg gambar tu rm 52k. Ade discount pun aku x bole amek sekarang. Suka gilerr that design. Ohh, kalaulah aku datang ngan bf [ x best2, ngan tunang or future hubby] sure aku cakap ngan dia, "Bie, I nak ni jadi wedding ring I" or "Bie, this is my anniversary present kan?" ngeh3~ Daa..tercekik dia..Lain rasanya tau bile ko dapat pakai that ring worth a BMW or Mini Cooper..on your finger plakk tuh..fuhh~ Sure time aku kawin nnt aku nak org Habib design special tuk aku~>wedding ring tau...It will become true dear~aminn.

This IS the DREAM

hari ni aku melalui satu fasa yg membantu aku mnjadi lebih matang.

betul apa yang Richard and all the leaders cakap...u will grow if u do urself...mule2 mmg we are guided tp x kan selamanya. u have to learn through experience.

deep into my heart i never think that i have made a mistake...i'm not born to make a mistake but born to learn and grow...born to be great. aku x rasa apa yg datang dalam hidup aku, apa yang jadi kat aku selama ni sia-sia. Allah SWT Maha Pengasih. Takkan dia nak seksa hambanya dengan ujian berat dan sebagainya. I believe that something GREAT will happen in my life.

That's SAB..haha

When we talk about DREAMS

Ya, aku suka berangan dan banyak angan2.

Remember when I was in kindergarten. Kept dreaming of having a really nice elegant house/villa which i used to design the interior, i choose the concept and it must be unique. The ONE and ONLY in the world. It is built on my own land.

Then, i own a company. What company? I keep thinking of having HOUSE PRODUCTION. This is because i LOVE entertainment industry...sort of producing, directing, composing songs, film and documentary. That's what i see and really wanna have it. Dulu rasa macam angan2 mat jenin. But now I want to FULFILL my DREAMS. Ade gak satu masa tu, imagine yang aku kepala kpd crew theater. Aku rasa puas gilerr bile orang tengok hasil karya aku. Dan aku paparkan realiti kehidupan yang aku kutip sepanjang perjalanan ini...wahh gitu!!!

Sekarang masa untuk aku betulkan jalan hidup aku..

kekadang kite tersasar dari impian..atas faktor nak playsafe whatsovever laa..rasa x confident dll. Tergolong dalam kalangan bebudak LAW ni not really what i want in my life...bukan apa yang aku impikan. aku nak be with corporate people ie doing biz at the same time my passion in arts continues, meaning that the house production. Satu lagi, aku penah berangan yang bile aku umur mencecah 50an to be specific 55, aku nak publish my own book of life-real story of life...meaning that i was really a successful person and well-known...SIGNIFICANT..

First, change from Aikolian to HS...major in MASS COMMUNICATION. NO matter apa yang parents and family cakap, I stick to the decision. This time nobody and nothing can hold me back. Yeah, next Tuesday I'll go to the A&R Dept to make the first step..

Get things done. Clear my head from such things that give me headache. That's it!

life is what you choose

hai friends, blogger and silent readers.

suddenly i've a call to write in this small little cute blog bout

~LIFE~

today i learn and know that SUCCESS & FAILURE did not choose the PERSON.

The person ie YOU choose it; SUCCESS or FAILURE

Your PAST is like a PRISONER and your FUTURE is what you've been dreaming of..

So, it's a matter of being a prisoner of YOUR PAST or living your DREAM.

Millionaires talk about IDEAS

they see it first and CREATE

Middle class talk about things while

the POOR talk about people.

LEADERSHIP is about INFLUENCE

A leader is NOT a manager

Problems come with challenges and success

Failure is a path towards SUCCESS

Success is a JOURNEY not a DESTINATION

Keep learning and growing

Stretch your mind and muscle

"It's the TIME for YOU TO FLY" mama bird said...

homesick

Salam geng..haha

xde mende yang buat aku happy today.

again rasa homesick bile sorang2, rasa lonely..

setiap detik yang aku lalui hari demi hari akan aku ingat sampai bila2.

dan pada saat itu, aku sudah pasti merasai nikmat hasil yang aku tuai selama ini.

in life today

i learn to be patient

to have perseverance

to be confident

i control my own future

i work hard for myself

and bring, give life to people

i want people who want to change their life, get a better life

to be with me

someone who have the desire to really transform themselves and their life

people normally live in their comfort zone

thinking that they have had enough

dont realize that it's not like that

JOB is JUST OVER BORED

and PHD is PERMANENT HEAD DAMAGE

education is important i admit

but what education can make u success and in control of your life?

i want to have financial freedom and also time freedom

i want to have all what i've been dreaming since childhood..

i want to give my parents what they deserve to have

Ya Allah Ya Razzaq

kuatkan iman ku

kuatkan hati ku untuk menempuh perjalanan ini

Aku yakin aku mampu menghadapi semua ini

tiada apa yang Engkau temukan dan berikan dalam hidupku sia-sia

Aku percaya dengan janji MU YA RABBI..

Ya Allah, Kau permudahkanlah urusanku

datangkanlah rezeki yg melimpah ruah buatku

untuk diriku dan keluargaku

Kau berkatilah rezeki yang aku perolehi ini

aminnn

WHAT MAKES A PERSON DIFFERENT

This is the beginning...more will come...

Keep going IKA!!!

ILLUSION, IMAGINATION AND IDEAS

Dream of a great perfect house for me and family...

modern kitchen..got the style maa~

agak menawan kalbu bathroom i nih..sure rasa nak tido sini kan?

awesome leisure room...such a very relaxing moment there...

comfortable study room..

huge wardrobe for myself...no sharing okay..huhu

while sleeping in such a soft comfort mattress, your account keep growing...get calls from Spain, Paris for stocks, repeating orders..just imagine that~

picturesque landscape for a house that was built from a little penny..

building something from nothing

having holidays with family here for a week...experience a new environment..

That's the CRUISE which will be MINE in 5-7 years from now.

My Car..Ferrari FF

Think of good things...

Think of right things...

tukar course? tukar university??

Salam to all kengkawan..

korang mesti terjezut an ngan title post ni? aku nak tukar course and uni?

YA..dalam kepala otak aku ni memang ade pikir camtu. Masa apply UPU dulu, aku pun x tau laa nape aku terletak LAW tu dalam senarai pilihan. Nak kata minat sangat mmg tak laa..nak kata ade bakat jgn harap aar.. Aku akui mase foundation aku agak tertarik dan berbunga sikit minat dalam bidang ni..TAPI bile bab ade MOOTING tu aku menyampah. Aku rasa talent aku bukan kat bidang ni. X regret belajar law ni tapi aku x nampak future aku dalam bidang ni. Aku amek bidang ni tapi aku x nak kerja yang berkaitan bidang ni.

Kekadang aku confuse sendiri. Apa yang aku nak sebenonye????

Aku adalah manusia yang suka berangan tapi x confident boleh capai apa yang aku impikan. I HAVE TO CHANGE THAT. Dreaming is free.

Aku masih ingat some of my dream. I want to have a PRODUCTION HOUSE. Haha..Because I love arts, entertainment, all related to arts industry...film, dance, singing, photography etc.

In my house, I want to have my own STUDIO for jamming, karaoke, and photo shooting..interesting right??

Well, aku mmg xde asas dlm bidang ni tapi jiwa aku terasaa ada dlm bidang ni. Ya, dari kecik2 lagi aku mmg suka tengok drama all sorts of thing. Aku mmg berniat nak belajar mengarah filem or drama...sume laa..huhu..syok arr...kepuasan tu mmg ada bile dapat tengok hasil karya kita dipaparkan di kaca tv mahupun layar perak.

Now, I stuck kat uia doing law...Thank you Allah..I was just a 1st year student. Not too late to make a RIGHT decision for my life. I want to study, have something that I am satisfied with. I am a Muslim. InsyaAllah Aku pelihara imanku. Aku mohon agar Allah sentiasa melindungi dan membawa aku kembali ke jalanNYa andai aku tersasar.

SO, what should I do now? teruskan study law? what for kalau hati x senang...jiwa xde, fokus habuk pun xde...aku x rasa pun aku kena and patut dapat 4 flat study LAW ni. Sebab my passion is not there. My mind and heart is here and there....I am going to check which uni, how much and which most suitable course for me...

Time to make a move...

Salam to all readers and bloggers yg still setia singgah sono looking for any news from me..

Actually, I stay in UIA during the whole holidays, expecting to be here until few weeks before raya. How I came to that decision is ONLY HE & ME know. Long days to go with the ' dont-know-what -to-do' day.

those pictures show that I have bought a cats eye crystal bracelet, as the Chinese Sabahan auntie told me. Look nice..dont what bring me there to look and buy it even I am not having so much money that time. There pink, purple, brown, red, grey and white..of course that green I owned now. All got different meaning based on the colours. Harga kat tag price is RM 79 but the auntie yg baik hati give me almost 55% discount, so I bought at RM 35 only. Don't you think I should buy it? Lucky that she sold it to me, I may not buying if more that RM50 ok...haha so nice..I nak sume actually but I have to choose only one which is the best I could have now.

OMG, now I got new task..

I have to push myself to go that level..

Come on IKA, keep moving and going, DON'T EVER2 STOP that way...

GET THINGS DONE WELL, babe!!!

Dream..A BIG DREAM