DIAMOND RING

Today, Kak Shida, Jurina and I went to KLCC cuci mata lepas tutup booth kat Brem Mall Kepong. Seyes, aku agak moody today. Bengang aku asyik kena perli je. Takpe2, be positive. They want me to change and be a better person, full of confident and fearless. Niat di hati nak blahh je arr. Diorang jalan ke Habib, aku turn another side. Asal gitu? rasa menyampah...bengang aku, kecik hati sket arr diorang perli aku. Lepas aku hilang dari pandangan diorg, Kak Shida hantar mesej kate diorang kat Habib. Aku nak balas, SO what?? Tapi x jadi nak send..terasa kurang ajar x kenang budi plak kan...dan aku patah balik jalan ke Habib bertembung ngan diorang..Thank God aku x jd send that msg. Lain citenye nanti.

Layan je laa. Ikut diorang masuk kedai ap tah jual stone like Agate, Moldevite and Turquoise. Stone with energy katanya. Jurina suruh aku pegang one stone tu and rasa apa. Aku x rasa pape pon...haha. Then, ade satu batu tu dari Meteorite tau, that one mmg aku rasa ade vibration bile genggam and Jurina kata batu tu mmg strong. Aku yang moody td rasa release sket arr..energy from that stone kurniaan Allah SWT yang diberikan dalam bentuk semulajadi.

Keluar dr kedai tu, masuk ke HABIB. Cuci mata ngan diamond rings with promotion and discount. Walawey, bukan cikai2 yang aku suka tau..yg gambar tu rm 52k. Ade discount pun aku x bole amek sekarang. Suka gilerr that design. Ohh, kalaulah aku datang ngan bf [ x best2, ngan tunang or future hubby] sure aku cakap ngan dia, "Bie, I nak ni jadi wedding ring I" or "Bie, this is my anniversary present kan?" ngeh3~ Daa..tercekik dia..Lain rasanya tau bile ko dapat pakai that ring worth a BMW or Mini Cooper..on your finger plakk tuh..fuhh~ Sure time aku kawin nnt aku nak org Habib design special tuk aku~>wedding ring tau...It will become true dear~aminn.

This IS the DREAM

hari ni aku melalui satu fasa yg membantu aku mnjadi lebih matang.

betul apa yang Richard and all the leaders cakap...u will grow if u do urself...mule2 mmg we are guided tp x kan selamanya. u have to learn through experience.

deep into my heart i never think that i have made a mistake...i'm not born to make a mistake but born to learn and grow...born to be great. aku x rasa apa yg datang dalam hidup aku, apa yang jadi kat aku selama ni sia-sia. Allah SWT Maha Pengasih. Takkan dia nak seksa hambanya dengan ujian berat dan sebagainya. I believe that something GREAT will happen in my life.

That's SAB..haha

When we talk about DREAMS

Ya, aku suka berangan dan banyak angan2.

Remember when I was in kindergarten. Kept dreaming of having a really nice elegant house/villa which i used to design the interior, i choose the concept and it must be unique. The ONE and ONLY in the world. It is built on my own land.

Then, i own a company. What company? I keep thinking of having HOUSE PRODUCTION. This is because i LOVE entertainment industry...sort of producing, directing, composing songs, film and documentary. That's what i see and really wanna have it. Dulu rasa macam angan2 mat jenin. But now I want to FULFILL my DREAMS. Ade gak satu masa tu, imagine yang aku kepala kpd crew theater. Aku rasa puas gilerr bile orang tengok hasil karya aku. Dan aku paparkan realiti kehidupan yang aku kutip sepanjang perjalanan ini...wahh gitu!!!

Sekarang masa untuk aku betulkan jalan hidup aku..

kekadang kite tersasar dari impian..atas faktor nak playsafe whatsovever laa..rasa x confident dll. Tergolong dalam kalangan bebudak LAW ni not really what i want in my life...bukan apa yang aku impikan. aku nak be with corporate people ie doing biz at the same time my passion in arts continues, meaning that the house production. Satu lagi, aku penah berangan yang bile aku umur mencecah 50an to be specific 55, aku nak publish my own book of life-real story of life...meaning that i was really a successful person and well-known...SIGNIFICANT..

First, change from Aikolian to HS...major in MASS COMMUNICATION. NO matter apa yang parents and family cakap, I stick to the decision. This time nobody and nothing can hold me back. Yeah, next Tuesday I'll go to the A&R Dept to make the first step..

Get things done. Clear my head from such things that give me headache. That's it!

life is what you choose

hai friends, blogger and silent readers.

suddenly i've a call to write in this small little cute blog bout

~LIFE~

today i learn and know that SUCCESS & FAILURE did not choose the PERSON.

The person ie YOU choose it; SUCCESS or FAILURE

Your PAST is like a PRISONER and your FUTURE is what you've been dreaming of..

So, it's a matter of being a prisoner of YOUR PAST or living your DREAM.

Millionaires talk about IDEAS

they see it first and CREATE

Middle class talk about things while

the POOR talk about people.

LEADERSHIP is about INFLUENCE

A leader is NOT a manager

Problems come with challenges and success

Failure is a path towards SUCCESS

Success is a JOURNEY not a DESTINATION

Keep learning and growing

Stretch your mind and muscle

"It's the TIME for YOU TO FLY" mama bird said...

homesick

Salam geng..haha

xde mende yang buat aku happy today.

again rasa homesick bile sorang2, rasa lonely..

setiap detik yang aku lalui hari demi hari akan aku ingat sampai bila2.

dan pada saat itu, aku sudah pasti merasai nikmat hasil yang aku tuai selama ini.

in life today

i learn to be patient

to have perseverance

to be confident

i control my own future

i work hard for myself

and bring, give life to people

i want people who want to change their life, get a better life

to be with me

someone who have the desire to really transform themselves and their life

people normally live in their comfort zone

thinking that they have had enough

dont realize that it's not like that

JOB is JUST OVER BORED

and PHD is PERMANENT HEAD DAMAGE

education is important i admit

but what education can make u success and in control of your life?

i want to have financial freedom and also time freedom

i want to have all what i've been dreaming since childhood..

i want to give my parents what they deserve to have

Ya Allah Ya Razzaq

kuatkan iman ku

kuatkan hati ku untuk menempuh perjalanan ini

Aku yakin aku mampu menghadapi semua ini

tiada apa yang Engkau temukan dan berikan dalam hidupku sia-sia

Aku percaya dengan janji MU YA RABBI..

Ya Allah, Kau permudahkanlah urusanku

datangkanlah rezeki yg melimpah ruah buatku

untuk diriku dan keluargaku

Kau berkatilah rezeki yang aku perolehi ini

aminnn